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02-Dec-08 -
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Alexis was the kind of girl who kept things to herself. She kept what she was feeling from her friends, and kept it inside her. But now since Cody left, for three months all those feelings had been inside her. She needed to tell someone, but she couldn’t, because nobody would understand, and nobody could understand.She didn’t care anymore, all she wanted was him, she still couldn’t understand. It hurt to try to make any sense of it, her heart ached of pain. As she was walking home from school, she was alone with her thoughts. She didn’t want to think, all she could think about was him. He was her all, he was her everything. Even still after three months, her heart ached, her heart still wanted him. She still didn’t understand, and couldn’t think of a good answer for why this happened to her, why he could hurt her this way. They way anyone could hurt anybody this way. She wondered, and finally she thought. She didn’t want to fight these feelings anymore. She wanted, she needed him. And what she wanted now that he was gone was for someone to understand. Someone who could understand what she is feeling, someone to talk to.
Cody had left, and moved to NY, New York. His dad got a job offer that they just couldn’t turn down. So Cody had to leave Alexis here, leave her to forget, and move on like he said he would do. She said she would try, but by the look in her eyes they both knew that it would be impossible. She hid her emotions as well as she could until she got home. When she got home she just lost it. She completely lost control of herself.
But that was three months ago, that was then and this is now. She knew that she had to move on just like she had promised him she would. But she couldn’t help but wonder how he is now, does he think of her. Does he feel the same way, or did he move on himself. Has he met someone new, is he more in love with her than he was with her?
Far away in NY, Cody was by himself sitting in his house, at this exact same time Cody was thinking of Alexis. He wondered about her, because of course he still loved her. What if she moved on, what if she forgot about him. What if she didn’t remember what they had together? Why did he have to leave her? When he told her the day before about the move, he left he could see it in her eyes. He could see that she was very hurt, even though she said she was fine. He had felt horrible for the three months that he had been without her. He had to go back. He needed her so that he could live his life. He couldn’t live without her, because he was barely getting by right now. He needed to hear her laugh and see her smile. He needed to know that someone cared, he wanted to know that she cared. He was in love with Alexis, and he couldn’t hide it. He needed to tell her. He needed to see her, and be with her. He knew that for sure now.
It had been three whole months and Cody didn’t really fit in at his new school. He had nobody to talk to. And there were no girls that he liked. Not like he had loved Alexis. He promised that he would move on, and she said that she would try. But he knew that he was hurting her so much. He tried not to think about how much he was hurting her, because he knew that neither one of them could possibly forget about what they had together.
Then he understood, he knew what he had to do. He had to go back to her. He had to go see her. He had to find a way to get to her. As soon as he could he would fly back to Windsor to be with Alexis forever, right where he wanted to be. Right where he should have been all along.
Back in Windsor, Alexis is still craving him. She still needs him, she still wonders. And most of all, she still loves him. And there isn’t another guy in the world that could change her mind. There isn’t anybody who is more perfect. But she knew that it had been three months and he must be all settled in by now. And maybe even has someone new. She was completely clueless and figures that it is just better not to think about it, not to think about him. It hurt, it hurt too much.
As Alexis was sitting on the couch watching TV, then she heard a knock at the door. She got up from he very place she had been sitting for those three months every afternoon after-school. She was still debating whether or not she should get up from her comfy spot. “This better be worth it”, was all she could think. She walked through the house all the way to the front door. Whoever was at the door knocked again.
“I’m right here,” Alexis said clearly getting annoyed. She was not in the mood.
She opened the door, and was in shock. To her surprise CODY was at the door! After she took her first breath, she immediately cried.
“Hey, what’s up Alexis,” Cody said in a very excited voice.
“OMG, I can’t believe it. Why are you here? You are supposed to be on New York,” Alexis said clearly freaking out, and not trying to hide it.
“I know but I couldn’t live another second without you. I got my dad to move back here, and I came early to surprise you with the news. Alexis, I love you and I couldn’t be anything without you. Good thing you didn’t move on, because life wouldn’t be worth living,” Cody admitted.
“Oh Cody, I feel the same way. I love you too! I just can’t believe that you are here. I thought that you left me forever. I thought that you found someone new. I thought you didn’t want me anymore…”
“Stop there, I’m so sorry,” he said, “I can’t believe I let myself hurt you this way. I should have stayed here, I shouldn’t have left. I never should have told you to move on. You are my life, and my love. You are my hopes and my dreams.” Cody went on to say.
“Just promise me one thing,” Alexis asked
“Anything, I’m yours. Anything you want, I’m so sorry for what I did to you. You know that I could have just moved in with my grandma, but I didn’t. I went to New York, and left you here.” He said.
“Well, promise me that you will never leave me again. Promise me that you will always be here, because we will always be in love now, and forever,” She said
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Goodbye. Those were the last words that she understood him say. After she heard those words, she tried to hold back the tears. She tried her best, but she couldn’t hold them in. He was still talking, still trying to explain to her why this had to be. But nothing he said mattered anymore, nothing about make this pain, this heart ache go away. He had broken her heart, just like that. She would never be the same again. She couldn’t say, or even think anything. Her mind was blank. She would never be the same again.
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02-Dec-08 -
Forever Here |
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She had to forget, she had to let go. She had to, she just had to. She knew he was over her, she knew he was gone, but she didn’t care. Her friends didn’t listen, because they didn’t understand. Inside she was screaming, so loud and fierce, but nobody could her. Nobody noticed. Nobody could feel her pain. The fact was, he was gone, and she felt like he took her heart with him.
She was alone, until she heard his voice. She hadn’t heard it for a long time, too long. She thought she was dreaming. She thought that if she looked up, it would disappear. This was a dream, she knew it was until she took the chance and looked up.
He was so happy to see her again, his heart raced with every breath he took, with every second that went by. And then when she looked up he thought he wasn’t going to be able to take the excitement. He made a mistake and he knew now that he was sorry. He knew now how much he had hurt her. He felt so horrible, but the look in her eyes, when she finally saw him again. Her eyes suddenly looked happy. Like there was no more pain in them, like all her fears had left her, and she was safe now. Before he could get a word out, she was in his arms.
She was so happy, she jumped into his arms and hugged him. She never wanted to let go. She felt safe right here, she felt happy. All her worries were gone, and he had come back to her. She knew he was sorry. She knew that he made a mistake. But she didn’t care. She didn’t even remember what he did anymore. Everything is in the past, everything is done. All she knew was that she was on love. And love brought them back together.
He was happy, but he was so sorry. Right then he realized something, he loved her too. And he wanted her forever.
He, had to let go. He still missed her. He still needed her. Why did he leave and break her heart? Why did he leave and hurt her this way? Why did he tell her he didn’t love her anymore? He was guilty of hurting someone, hurting her. Nobody knew how he was feeling. There was nobody to tell. There was nobody to tell, nobody that would understand anyway. So he too was screaming inside. He needed to let go. He needed to go back to him. The fact was this was all his fault, and he needed to fix his mistake.
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im a crazy person who loves twilight. that is like the only thing i talk about. it is an amazing book, and i tell everyone to read it because it gave my a different look on life. i like to listen to Jonas Brothers, Metro Station, and Demi Lovato. my favourite band is the jonas brothers though beacuse they are real people with values. and they are all incredibly hott. on TV i watch Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, 90210, and Privleged. I watch a lot more, but those are my favs. i read a lot, and if you are looking for a book just ask me cause i got a million awsome books. My style is alot like selena gomez's, but my fav store is hollister and that is what i usually wear. i know that is is supposed to be a short little thing about me but there is a lot about me. |
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Monday, October 27, 2008 |
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Read About Ya Know...Stuff |
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28-Jan-10 -
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Hey Twilight fans, Yeah that's right I'm back. I didn't die, just thought I'd put that out there. I'm gonna be online a lot in the next few days. I'm missed you guys, how are you? What did you think of new moon? |
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25-Jun-09 -
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add me, please. i love to talk. i haven't been on here for a while. sorry about that. my internet didn't work a few weeks ago, then i got tied up with school work. |
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12-Apr-09 -
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hey, whats up. msg me if u wanna talk, cause i love to talk. add me, thanx |
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09-Feb-09 -
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everyone should go comment on the forum. i commented on almost everything. so i need you to comment more, so i can comment more. i kinda have no life, so please, lol. |
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19-Jan-09 -
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so whats up. my day was so boring. I slept through like all my classes. im guessing all of u had more fun than me. anywayz, add me! |
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12-Jan-09 -
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hey, i get really bored on this site, but i love it so much. so comment me plz. even if it is the most random comment, i will love it, lmao. so yeah, i love comments. and i also love to talk on live chat. im a very talkitive person, kk. ttyl |
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08-Jan-09 -
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i'm so happy that taylor got the part. comment and tell me what you think
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26-Dec-08 -
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hey, plz add me and comment. come talk 2 me, cause im really bored. thanx |
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19-Dec-08 -
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Hey, whats up. make sure that you add me and comment my pro. I add stuff everyday. so check it out. |
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17-Dec-08 -
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heres another article about them cutting Taylor Lautner. Click on the link at the bottom to vote. Please vote for Taylor, he is so perfect:
POLL: Should Taylor Lautner Return as Jacob in New Moon?
By Janet Murphy
Originally posted Tuesday December 16, 2008 12:00 PM EST
Taylor Lautner (left) and Michael Copon Photo by: INF, Fame
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The uncertain future of who'll be cast as Jacob Black in New Moon has "Twilighters" more nauseous than Bella piggy-backing Edward through the woods!
Although Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson will return as star-crossed lovers Bella Swan and Edward Cullen in the Twilight sequel (which will be directed by Chris Weitz and released Nov. 20, 2009), Summit Entertainment has yet to give 16-year-old cutie Taylor Lautner the greenlight to return as Bella's werewolf bestie Jacob.
MTV is reporting that Scorpion King 2 star Michael Copon, 26, is in talks to take over where Lautner left off as a more physically mature Jacob in New Moon.
here's the link SO FOR OUR FAV. JACOB (TAYLOR) NOW:
http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20247034,00.html
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15-Dec-08 -
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Heres an article about them cutting out Taylor from new moon:
Latest report has suggested that Summit Entertainment will have to look for a new Jacob Black since Taylor Lautner won't reprise his role in 'Twilight' sequel, 'New Moon'.
Despite "" success in digging gold at the box office upon its release, its sequel "" may lose one of its actors, . reported that the actor who takes the role of Jacob Black in "Twilight" may not return to the sequel because Summit Entertainment won't rehire him.
On the possibility of Lautner not coming back to play Black, EW hinted that the reason of Summit unwillingness to bring Lautner back was because the studio consider the teenage actor to be too "young-looking and slight of frame to play the maturing werewolf". Still, the studio have yet to give out statement regarding the speculation.
EW has also reported that Summit are about to hire rumored director Chris Weitz. Despite strong denial of the signing in of Weitz from both Summit and Weitz's agency, the publication noted that sources claimed that the deal is imminent and that negotiations with other potential Moon directors have been stopped.
An adaptation of Stephenie Meyer's second novel in her Twilight series, "New Moon" will be penned by "Twilight" screenwriter Melissa Rosenberg. Both and are expected to reprise their roles as Edward and Bella, while the pre-production of this sequel has been slated to start on December 15 for a tentative release on November 20, 2009.
and heres the link to this site: http://www.aceshowbiz.com/news/view/00020535.html |
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14-Dec-08 -
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I got some bad news. I friend at school told me that they are thinking of cutting taylor lautner for the role of jacob. I'm not sure why, but i dont want that to happen. Taylor is perfect, and exactly how i pictured Jacob to be. |
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12-Dec-08 -
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Hey, I just got back from seeing twilight, again. it was amazing, again. And my friend who hates reading is going to read it!! well she addmitted to liking the movie. and now me and my other friend are going to make her read it!!! |
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12-Dec-08 -
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Happy Twilight Day. Today is the day twilight was 1st going to be released, before they moved that day until nov. 21. so everyone go see twilight tonight as if it were the 1st time u have seen it! |
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12-Dec-08 -
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hey, i might go see twilight for my second time tonight. yay. I have only seen it once. im so excited! |
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04-Dec-08 -
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OMG, i think im turning into a vampire..........today my nose was bleeding so i could taste blood in my mouth. and it didn't taste bad. also i have a great sense of smell and always remember everyones smell. i think of a million things at once, and never forget anything. sound like a vampire to you. im not a freak or anything, and i wasn't drinking my blood on purpose, it just happened. but it tasted weird. so yeah, i read some many vampire books, and i dream about vampires constantly. |
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02-Dec-08 -
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plz read some of my short stories. I want to know what you think of them. |
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02-Dec-08 -
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I just added some of my short stories. So comment and tell me what you think of them. Tell me what I caould do better. Plz and thanx |
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01-Dec-08 -
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last night on TV i was watching Harry Potter 4. Everytine Robert Pattinson came on the screen i screamed. I also refused to watch the end when his character dies. I cry just thinking about it. He is so amazing and i think that he plzyed edward's pert so well. nobody could have done it any better. All the characters were so perfect. what do you think? |
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30-Nov-08 -
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Hey twilight fans. what is up with u lately. I haven;t been on here for like 2 whole days. come check out my pro and answer some of my polls, or just talk 2 me. |
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28-Nov-08 -
Twilight Movie |
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Hey Twilight fans. What did u think of the Twilight movie. Did u like it. What was ur fav part. And do u think that they could have done anything better. I know I loved it and I can't wait for the next one! Anywayz, I wanna know so tell me plz and thanx <3 |
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28-Nov-08 -
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What Team Are You?
Team Edward or Team Jacob?
I don't know what team i am because i am madly in love with Edward, but i also love Jake to death. If someone made me pick, i wouldn't cause that would be so hard. But i think that Edward is right for Bella, and Jacob is right Renessme. So i was happy that Jacob got someone in the end because i just wanted him to be happy. Bella or no Bella
 
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27-Nov-08 -
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I might go see twilight again tonight!! YAY!! cause my i got my friend to read twilight and she finally finished. I'm so excited cause now she understands what im always talking about. |
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27-Nov-08 -
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happy thanksgiving. I live in canada so we had our thanksgiving at the beginning of October. But have a good one anywayz. |
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22-Nov-08 -
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OMG, the Twilight movie was so good. Edward, Jasper, And Emmett were so hawt. Also i loved James. I can't even believe it was that good. i waited in line to see it for 3 hours. thats how obsessed i am. And i cried when the cullens 1st walked into the cafertia. it was an amazing feeling. Teres something about your favourite thing coming to life infront of you, all the pictures in your head coming together, and the giy your madly in love with finailly becomes real. I couldn't explain the feeling any better. I am and always will be a Twilight fan. |
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19-Nov-08 -
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hey, add me plz and check out my pro. i like to talk to people and will get right back to you within a day. im online very often. so add me and talk to me, i also give good advice. read about me (sorry its kinda long), then if we have some of the sam intrests, then we can talk. |
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05-Nov-08 -
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Happy 21st Birthday Kevin Jonas
I Love You |
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03-Nov-08 -
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keep addin' me. thanx for everyone who did. i can't wait for the twilight movie. it is going to be so good. whos going at midnight |
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28-Oct-08 -
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hey, add me and check out my pro. my friends say i give good advice, so i can help you with stuff if u want. so get back to me plz and thanx |
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27-Oct-08 -
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hey, im new to this site. add me and leave a comment. twilight is the best thing on the planet, and im so excited to see the movie. my faveourite shows are 90210, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, and Privleged. I just saw HSM3, and it was so awsome. but twilight is still the best thing on the planet. |
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My Awsome Twilight Pics |
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