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 all about MWAH!!!

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Gender Female
About Me I LIKE PIE!!!!!!!! lol. my fave singers r demi lovato, jennette mccurdy, taylor swift and avril lavigne. fave bands r paramore, hey monday, skillet, we as human, three days grace, nd meg & dia. fave actresses r ashley greene, demi, n jennette. fave actors r TAYLOR LAUTNER, the boys from big time rush ^=^, lmfao jerry trainor, nathan kress, sterling knight, nick purcell, nnn david rel forgot his last name at the moment. BUT I THINK IT STARTS WITH AN A :D lmfaoo fave songs r TOO MANY TO NAME but rite now im really obsessed with ur face and id lie by taylor swift, nn the whole new nd homeless heart by jennette mccurdy :D. fave tv shows r the troop, icarly, big time rush, victorious, fresh prince of bel air, malcolm in the middle, JONAS, so u think u can dance, americas got talent, wipeout, silent library and sonny with a chance. WOOT WOOT! andI LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER!!!!!!!!!! xD i really have no idea how to make this interesting, lolz. o, nd i also luvvv house of anubis AKA jerome clarke <3
Hobbies EATING PIE!!!!!!!!! lolz, i do hip hop dance, sing, write songs, poems n stories, play tennis, and other stuff.
Personal Interests PIE!!!!!! harry potter, the troop/jake/nick purcell (<3 :D), this one boyy whos amazingg =) <3, paramore, and converse. and last but DEFINETLEY NOT LEAST(probably the most important) drum roll plzz... TAYLOR LAUTNER!!!! TAYLOR TAYLOR TAYLOR TAYLOR(a.k.a. jacob :)) xD

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Email yeahright@makebelieve.com

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Country LA
Region LA
City LAND
 

Sunday, May 03, 2009

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 My Blogs
 
12-Oct-10 - 

OMG FORGOT ABOUT THIS SITE suppp homieee peeeps XDD well this is a blog so i guess i shuld be talking about MYSELF...lmfao well ive been so busy lately. 8th grade sucks. i hate it. ='( im such a wuss. lmfao XDD


04-Aug-10 - 

yesssirrreee, the northern lights from the solar explosion r coming over our area!! XDD so, i ish pullin an all nighter with teh awesome brian, vannah and zack!! o, nd mehh otha bffe, snoop XDD

psst: keep ur eyes open for her account here on TC!! COMIN TO A COMPUTER NEW U XDDD

peace out peeps nd have an awesome nite!


02-Aug-10 - 

i miss my friendzz...*sighzzz*...one person in particular...a certain guyy...</3 *another sigh*

WELL, how r u all doing??


12-Jul-10 - 

YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEVEN SECRETS WITH BIG TIME RUSH!!!!!!!!! lmfao i love those boys XD btw kendalls mine. -__-


09-Jul-10 - 

short prologue for a new story about a girl who loses her family and best friends in a car crash, and results in getting strange mind powers. she meets others like her who are on the run from scientists wanting to experiment on and kill them, and they all go on the run together. sorta like evermore meets maximum ride ^=^ (and a splash of darkest powers xD) tell me watcha think!!

Escape

 

Prologue

 

I pressed my face against the car window, hands cupped around my eyes, trying to see through the heavy sheet of frost across it. Leaning back, I wipe it off with a heavily gloved hand, then peer through again, searching through the stretched on white bank of snow.

“Are we there yet?” Halle, my little ten-year-old sister, calls from beside me.

My parents sigh in deep exhaustion. “No, honey. We’re probably still about half an hour away.”

“UGH!!” She groans over-dramatically and throws her head back against her seat, her shoulder-blade length, light brown hair spreading across the head rest.

I turn around to the very back seat, where my best friend, James, sits texting our other best friend, Maria, sitting right next to him.

“Move.” I order him, and he frowns and leans over so he’s laying across the seat, his head in Maria’s lap.

I turn around as far as my seatbelt would allow and lean forward to look out the back. When I found the same result, I started to turn back around.

But then I saw the car.

It just suddenly appeared out of nowhere, swerving along the road.

“Uh, Mom. Dad.” I say, turning back around to face the front.

“Yes, sweetie?”

“There’s a car right behind u--”

I got cut off as the car was suddenly thrown through the air.

The other car had just crashed into us.

It seemed like forever until we finally stopped spinning. I couldn’t tell which was up, down, left or right. The seatbelt cut off my oxygen and I stumbled along it as we were still in the air, and I threw it off.

Yeah. Big mistake.

I was thrown forward against the passenger seat where my head hit the headrest and I blacked out.

It only went downhill from there.

When I finally woke up, I was laying out on the snow. There was immense pain crawling throughout my body, and the first thing I noticed when I opened my eyes were colors. White, black, and red.

The black was the sky.

The white was the snow.

The red was the blood staining the snow.

I forced myself onto my stomach, and used my elbows and feet to push myself forward towards the mangled cars resting on the road. Underneath all the metal were six bodies. Each one twisted, broken, bloody.

I slowly took in the situation, observing the crash, the police and ambulance now showing up, pulling me to my feet, slowly tugging me away as they removed the car bits and picked up the dead bodies of my family, friends, and the drunk driver.

My life was under that car.

And now it was gone.


05-Jul-10 - 

believe it or not, eclipse wuz a GREAT movie!! O.O xD lmfao how wuz everybodys weekends!?


29-Jun-10 - 

haha im heading over to seattle tomorrow to hang with my best friend madison until sunday...what is everybody else up to!? xD


26-Jun-10 - 

haha this website is coming to life once again!! xD


25-Jun-10 - 

WOAH!!!!!!!!! my leg fell asleep and then i sneezed and it woke up!! O.O


25-Jun-10 - 

ha!! i love being on this website again!!!!!!!!! xD i missed everybody soo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


24-Jun-10 - 

haha!! wow. i havent written the perfects in so long xD SO, for all my favorite whining readers out there (if u didnt already forget all about it already lmfao), chapter 2 of number 4 is up!!!!!!!


22-Jun-10 - 

HA WOAH xD havent been on here in a while!! xxxDDD


29-Mar-10 - 

woah, i havent been on in FOREVER!!!! hows everybody doing!? good, i hope lmfao. well, everything is the same with me. like, EXACTLY!!!!! except for 1 thing: i have a new obsession. DARKEST POWERS!!!!!!!!!! its an AMAZING book series by kelley armstrong. i just finished #2 today and #3 doesnt come out until tuesday! NEXT tuesday!!!!!!!! I MUST SEE IF CHLOE CHOOSES DEREK OR SIMON!!!!!!!! i REALLLLLYYYY hope its derek. I LOVE DEREK!!!!!!!! xxxDDD and i recommend everybody to read this series. its really good and REALLY addicting. first book is called the summoning. GO READ IT!!!!!! xD


10-Feb-10 - 

i agree with vannah. this site HAS become pretty dull.....but i still want to talk to some of my sistahs!!!! maybe if ppl could pm me there emails we could stay in touch like tht....idk lol

on teh other hand....ehh i dnt really have any newz. rofl ima go now BYEEEEEE!!!!!! xD


29-Jan-10 - 

"...I can still hear that scream, It's still lingering, in the air, everywhere, 'Mother please, save me! Grab my hand!' I can't, I can't. I can still see that face, sink beneath the waves! Baby please, breathe for me, give me time, I am here! Where did you go....where'd you go....where'd you go....where'd you go...?"

yellow butterfly by meg&dia. about the saddest song ull ever hear!!! :'(

anyway lol, im not at skewl, as u can see!!! haha i have a super bad soar throat Dx so im sittin here, listening to tht song. BBOORRREEEDDD

btw heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hC_xGeEkaK0&feature=related


28-Jan-10 - 

new story under my comment box. and when ur done, scroll down to the bottom of this blog...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

did u really think tht id finish it off like tht? honestly, guys? u must not kno me at all!! xD heh i wuz plannin to have a number 4 but didnt want to tell u and end the 3rd one at a cliffhanger so ud get all pissed and stuff. wanted to see reactions xD feel free to yell at me now


25-Jan-10 - 

heree yazz gooo!!!! xD lolz chapter 21/teh end of the perfects 3 is up!! DAMN u guyz r SUCH WHINERS!! lmfao btw, srry tht itz short but like i said WHINERS!!!!!! YA TAKE WUT YA GET!!!!! lmfao xDDDD heh and itz too bad itz the end of teh series. guess ull just have to imagine wut happens after tht ^_^


18-Jan-10 - 

hangin in my living room, chattin w/ snoop, listenin to evanescence xD wutz up with u guyz? come talk to mehh!! xD lolz


11-Jan-10 - 

while i havent been writing the perfects, i HAVE been writing some other stories/series' lol. the ones ive been working on r my story about the group, my story based on a dream i had andddd my IF series. lol im writing the 2nd one in the IF series and i would like to paste the prologue to it. i would like some feedback plzzzzzz and if u guyz seem to like it, i can post tht series on here too.

o btw, if i get more than a couple comments or so, ill work really hard on the perfectzzzzz xD hehehe LOL! so here it is :)

btw it may have been sorta hard to understand becuz u havent read the first one but, well, TOO BAD xD hehe lol feedback plz! xD

If I Shall Die Before I Wake

Prologue

 

 

The little boy looked up at his parents, his eyes the color of blood. He used his weak little fists to pound on them, on the walls, on everything, as he whispered his wishes, "Love me, love me, love me......" and his father carelessly pushed him away before turning back to his other three sons.

The lonely child looked pleadingly up at his mother but she looked away and then walked over to join the rest of her family. "Please, love me!" He is still ignored. "Don't let me go!"

The van appeared from the dark depths of the night to take the boy to the orphanage and he screamed, "LOVE ME!!!!!" The people of the orphanage picked him up and carried him away. He stared at his loved twin brother as he wondered what it would be like to be him. To be listened to. To be loved.

To not be the monster he is.

And every night he was in that dreaded orphanage, not knowing what to think, what to feel. He just looked through the many windows at the stars and wondered why he must be this, why he couldn't be like the rest of them. Why he had to be some blood-sucking monster with eyes of death. Why he had to be the regrets of the mother who didn't love him.....

"Kaden!" I gasp as I sit up right in my bed. My alarm clock is screeching at me and i unplug it furiously and throw it across the room. Why must he haunt me? Why?

Tonight the it has gone farther, to what his life was like at the orphanage. I stare at the window at the stars that he was staring at in the repeating dream....the repeating nightmare.

I take my ponytail out and let the damp hair stick to the back of my sweaty neck. As I rest my head in my hands, there's a knock on the door and I hear Keaton ask, "Charlotte, is everything alright?"

"Yes, just fine." I call in response. Although nothing is fine.

Because I'm falling in love with his unloved brother.


09-Jan-10 - 

YES VANNAH THTZ RITE!!! VK FREAKIN ROX!!!!!! xD even tho i like finished the anime a while ago, im readin the manga now. but i got lazy and all my friendz r like finished with it or on chapter 30 or 40 something and im still on 14 O.o

ANYWAY haha, today ima goin to see the play at the local theatre becuz two of my bffes r in it. they gave me no choice ^_^ lolz so im gonna see it with one of the bffes lil sisters/another one of my bffes haha.

WORD KEY:

VK=Vampire Knight

BFFE=Best Friend For Eternity


30-Dec-09 - 

three things: 1. I GOT CONTACTS WOOOO!!! 2. im obsessed n addicted to the anime/manga vampire knight 3. afterlife by avenged sevenfold iz an great song


28-Dec-09 - 

listening to getaways turned holidays by meg and dia anddd GUESSSS WUTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT CONTACTS!!!!!!!!!! xD IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY ROFL now ima have a dramatic comeback to skool xD xD roflllllll and o im lafing cuz momo broke his laptop charger and his dad is gonna kill him xD

word of the week=momo. did u know it means peach in japanese? hehehe jacob (my friend momo i talk about rofl) is such a wuss ^_^


25-Dec-09 - 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!! im on my new dell mini laptop lol it has an AWESOME red and black front with a SWEET design!!!!!!!!! lol!!! WELL MERRY CHRISTMAS! xD


24-Dec-09 - 

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!! xD I CANT BELIEVE IT it doesnt seem like christmas AT ALL cuz theres no snow or anything......DAMN EL NINO!!!!!!!!!!!! rofl but since i probably wont be on soon i wanna say MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!! LUV U ALL LOL o AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD


20-Dec-09 - 

yoyo wut up pplz?! lol im just hangin at my grandmas in oregon and i wont be back home until tues. but ya itz pretty nice down here rofl


18-Dec-09 - 

WOOOOOOOOOO WINTER BREAKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY!!!!!!!!! except for the fact that my new bffe, annabelle, is moving to california :( but besides that IM SO FA-REAKIN HAPPY!!!!!! ROFL


17-Dec-09 - 

'setting up sundaaaay, watching the winter groooooowwwoaaaah, so ooooolllllld oh noooo'


16-Dec-09 - 

super freakin bored! Dx and txin snoop and momo. well, WUZ texting momo. either he did go to read the chapter i sent him or he thought i wuz  freak.......ehh he already knos ima freak xD


16-Dec-09 - 

gonna go shoppin for friendzzz, then gonna work on my story if my heart stops beating tht i send out to my friendz in the group when i come home. hehe yayyy rofl


13-Dec-09 - 

THERE!!! CHAPTER 20 IS UP!!!!! damn whiners O:<


13-Dec-09 - 

'why are some girls so naive? he didnt unbutton ur blouse to see, a better view of ur heart....'

so true these days



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My Worst and Best Graphic

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 COMMENT OR DIE!!!!! haha jk!!! xD
 

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
ohhhh, yeah that wuld b enough to get me down in the dumps): {soz i didn't understand the last part of what u said} 21-Nov-10

Savisazombie
You are very welcome (: 14-Nov-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
Thats great:) But slack to take a whole year to recover, that would suck. Why do you hate 8th grade??? I loved 8th grade:) 25-Oct-10

Savisazombie
Ooo you are soo lucky, I got on her account before she did xDDD she's gonna end up reading it any way :D ooo I will go down there and beat the shit out of him- no wait, zack should do that, becasue i'm not that strong xD any way, you deserve better, way better. 19-Oct-10

Savisazombie
Guten tag xD tis brian on Sloan's account. I didn't feel like making a new one because i'm going back to germany at the end of january or feb. lol any way, 8th ruined my life, but i dropped out and became homeschooled any way it will get better. Sloan hates 8th grade too, stupid rumors. It will get better, and just 1 more year till high school xD ha don't get trashed canned :DD 13-Oct-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
HAHA XD spz i took so long to reply i went on a music tour with the my school so we spent most of out time travelin goin to different tourist spots performing and a couple of schools...best fun eva:) of corse I would giv u a shout out! oh well i hope ur mom gets betta:) grandmas r pretty awesom aey but i agree then can at sum times get a tad agrovating especially when they wnt let u go out...thx i'll put another chapter up soon:) 19-Sep-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
HAHA XD spz i took so long to reply i went on a music tour with the my school so we spent most of out time travelin goin to different tourist spots performing and a couple of schools...best fun eva:) of corse I would giv u a shout out! oh well i hope ur mom gets betta:) grandmas r pretty awesom aey but i agree then can at sum times get a tad agrovating especially when they wnt let u go out...thx i'll put another chapter up soon:) 19-Sep-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
HAHA XD spz i took so long to reply i went on a music tour with the my school so we spent most of out time travelin goin to different tourist spots performing and a couple of schools...best fun eva:) of corse I would giv u a shout out! oh well i hope ur mom gets betta:) grandmas r pretty awesom aey but i agree then can at sum times get a tad agrovating especially when they wnt let u go out...thx i'll put another chapter up soon:) 19-Sep-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
HAHA XD spz i took so long to reply i went on a music tour with the my school so we spent most of out time travelin goin to different tourist spots performing and a couple of schools...best fun eva:) of corse I would giv u a shout out! oh well i hope ur mom gets betta:) grandmas r pretty awesom aey but i agree then can at sum times get a tad agrovating especially when they wnt let u go out...thx i'll put another chapter up soon:) 19-Sep-10

EdwardObsesser luvsss Taylor Launtner hehehe
O Em GEE!!! Is ur mom ok? What kind of operation did she have? Even tho chores suk u still hv to do them unfortunetly...Dnt u lyk ur grandma? Yh i've been pretty awusum:) just chilin lyfs been pretty kool;) hahaha and yh a demo like a singer & yes i hope to be famous {party with paramore} LOL 08-Sep-10

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pics for my VERY good friend   HolyShizAussie_I really miss her_but dancing like a retard makes me feel a lil better for her b-day on may 28th. she put up 2 hilarious baby pics for my b-day, which is on the 23rd, so this is the least i can do for her. btw, we both love get to the choppa pics, so i added some that i found on here too. and she is just a totally awsome, and loyal friend.

 

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 NOW A INTERVIEW ON MWAH!

Name--Most friends call me Donney XD

Faves:

Colors-Red and black

Food-PIE!!!!!!!!!!

Songs-Stand in the Rain by Superchic(k) and Monster by Meg&Dia

Singers-Demi Lovato, Avril Lavigne, and Taylor Swift

Band-PARAMORE ALL THE WAY!!! And OMG I also love Meg&Dia, Evanescence, All Time Low and Superchic(k)

Actress'-Ashley Greene, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, and Miranda Cosgrove

Actor-TAYLOR LAUTNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(i love that boy so much and if taylor doesnt end up marrying him, i will!!!!!) I also TOTALLY LOVE Eric Per Sullivan (DEWEY!!!!!! xD) Will Smith, Jaleel White (URKEL!! xD), and Carlton Banks(idk his real name LOLZ)

Sport-DOES DANCING COUNT(i LOVE hip hop)!?!? If it doesn't, then probably tennis.

Shows- Malcolm in the Middle, The Troop, So You Think You Can Dance, JONAS, Wipeout, Sonny With A Chance, America's Got Talent, American Idol, and Celeberity Apprentice.

Books-Vampire Academy Series, Vampire Kisses Series, Harry Potter Series, The House of Night Series, Ghostgirl, Twilight Saga, The Secrets of the Immortal Series, The Clique Series, The Old Willis Place, Roll of Thunder Hear my Cry

Movies- Step Up 2: The Streets, Coraline, The Nightmare before Christmas, The Poltergiest, Men In Black, Independence Day, Harry Potter 6

Dream Job- I really want to be an author. If not that, then I also would really love to be a singer. And then a hip hop dancer, and then maybe an actress :)


 TAYLOR'S INTERVIEW!!!

HEY GUYZ!! This iz the interview for my sista from another mista, Miss Taylor!!! Enjoy!!!!!

Name:Taylor

Fave Color:Lime green

Fave Foods:Pizza,tacos,and taco casserole

Fave Songs:Here We Go Again by Demi,Magic by Selena,Just A Girl by Hannah,and much,much more!

Fave Singers:Demi Lovato and Selena Gomez

Fave Band:All American Rejects

Fave Actress':Demi and Selena again

Fave Actor:TAYLOR LAUTNER(she hopes to become the Mrs.Lautner one day,and if she does,I'm gonna be so totally jealous!!!)!!!!!

Fave Books:The Twilight saga and Evermore

Fave Movies:Twilight and Joe Dirt

And last but not least, Dream Job:To become famous and get a record deal(she really,really hopes so)

So that was Taylor's interview!!! Bye byez!!!!!


 my totally awsome friends!!! :D
 
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 very touching/beautiful things

 

 

 

Age Doesn't Matter
Girl: hey whats up
Boy: nothing much just listening to music
Girl: i heard your getting you GED
Boy: yeah i thought it was a good idea
Girl: it is im proud of you
Boy: yeah thanks well listen i got to go bye
"Last message received 12/12/07"

Next day
Girl: hi
Boy: hi whats up
Girl: nothing much, you?
Boy: i got my GED
Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU
Boy: yeah thanks
Girl: i have to tell you something
Boy: go ahead
Girl: well i love you i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart
Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and im 17
Girl: but i love you age shouldn't mater
Boy: i kno u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age
Girl: i just thought......(crying, she logs off)

The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and bled to death and wrote on the wall "Age never matters"

The boy then receives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love"
That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right, Age doesn't matter, I love you and always will"
IF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN RE-POST THIS AS Age Shouldn't Matter

 

Daddy's Day at School



Her hair was up in a ponytail.
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why, once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all
About a dad she never sees,
A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats.

One by one, the teacher called,
A student from the class
To introduce their daddy
As seconds slowly passed.

At last, the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching
For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her
As she smiled up at her Mom
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly, she began to speak.
And from the mouth, of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know
All about my daddy
And how he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories.
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me
Even though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
He'll be forever in my heart."

With that, her little hand reached up
And lay across her chest,
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears,
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

She stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life,
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd,
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much.
He's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.

You see, he was a fireman
And died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes
And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise,
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them.
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
To the silence, she called out.
And what happened next made believers
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there, on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing
That heaven is never too far.

 

 


Mommy... Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, and I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot
the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And
tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy I ran as
fast as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college; I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Chris, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true, And Mommy all
I wanted to say is,"Mommy, I love you."

***In Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost***
Please if you would,
Pass this around,
I'd be happy if you could,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye
.

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind

Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
Boy: The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life

 

Month One
Mommy,
I am only 8 inches long,
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy,
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me,
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy?
I'm a girl!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I want you to always be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy,
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine,
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding in my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy, what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

 

 

 

I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself, 
The way you said I would,

I made a healthy choice,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,

Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,

And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,

As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,

While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mum

Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mum

I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mum,

As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mum!'
So I love you and good-bye.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dart Test 
A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a  seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith.  She says that Dr. Smithwas known for his elaborate object lessons.

     One particular day,
Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day.

     On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts.
Dr. Smithtold the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture. 

    
Sally's friend drew a picture of girl who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.

     The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with
such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smithbegan removing the target from the wall.

    
Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus;   holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced. 

    
Dr. Smithsaid only these words... "In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me."
     Matthew 25:40

     No other words were necessary; the
tears filled eyes of the students  focused only on the picture of Christ. 

   

 

  Highway 109
   

 A drunk man in an Oldsmobile,
They said, had run the light
That caused the six-car pileup
On 109 that night.

When broken bodies lay about
And blood was everywhere,
The sirens screamed out elegies,
For death was in the air.

A mother, trapped inside her car,
Was heard above the noise;
Her plaintive plea near split the air:
"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"

She fought to loose her pinned hands;
She struggled to get free,
But mangled metal held her fast
In grim captivity.

Her frightened eyes then focused
On where the back seat once had been,
But all she saw was broken glass and
Two children's seats crushed in.

Her twins were nowhere to be seen;
She did not hear them cry,
And then she prayed they'd been thrown free,
"Oh, God, don't let them die!"

Then firemen came and cut her loose,
But when they searched the back,
They found therein no little boys,
But the seat belts were intact.

They thought the woman had gone mad
And was traveling alone,
But when they turned to question her,
They discovered she was gone.

Policemen saw her running wild
And screaming above the noise
In beseeching supplication,
"Please help me find my boys!

They're four years old and wear blue shirts;
Their jeans are blue to match."
One cop spoke up, "They're in my car,
And they don't have a scratch.

They said their daddy put them there
And gave them each a cone
Then told them both to wait for Mom
To come and take them home.

I've searched the area high and low,
But I can't find their dad.
He must have fled the scene,
I guess, and that is very bad."

The mother hugged the twins and said,
While wiping at a tear,
"He could not flee the scene, you see,
For he's been dead a year."

The cop just looked confused and asked,
"Now, how can that be true?"
The boys said, "Mommy, Daddy came
And left a kiss for you.

He told us not to worry
And that you would be all right,
And then he put us in this car with
The pretty, flashing light.

We wanted him to stay with us,
Because we miss him so,
But Mommy, he just hugged us tight
And said he had to go.

He said someday we'd understand
And told us not to fuss,
And he said to tell you, Mommy,
He's watching over us."

The mother knew without a doubt
That what they spoke was true,
For she recalled their dad's last words,
"I will watch over you."

The firemen's notes could not explain
The twisted, mangled car
And how the three of them escaped
Without a single scar.

But on the cop's report was scribed,
In print so very fine,
An angel walked the beat tonight
On Highway 109.

 

 

Flowers



I GOT FLOWERS TODAY...

I got flowers today.
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said,
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again. It was much worse than all the other times.
If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids?
What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers today.

Jenny was so happy
About the house they had found.
For once in her life
'twas on the right side of town.

She unpacked her things
With such great ease
As she watched her new curtains
Blow in the breeze.

How wonderful it was
To have her own room.
School would be starting;
She'd have friends over soon.

There'd be sleepovers and parties;
She was so happy.
It's just the way
She wanted her life to be.

On the first day of school,
Everything went great.
She made new friends
And even got a date!

She thought, "I want to be popular,
And I'm going to be
Because I just got a date
With the star of the team!"

To be known in this school,
You had to have clout,
And dating this guy
Would sure help her out.

There was only one problem
Stopping her fate.
Her parents had said
She was too young to date.

"Well, I won't tell them
The entire truth.
They won't know the difference;
What's there to lose?"

Jenny asked to stay
With her friends that night.
Her parents frowned
But said, "All right."

Excited, she got ready
For the big event,
But as she rushed around
Like she had no sense,

She began to feel guilty
About all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party,
And a moonlight ride?

Well, the pizza was good,
And the party was great,
But the moonlight ride
Would have to wait

For Dan was half
Drunk by this time,
But he kissed her and said
That he was just fine.

The room filled with smoke,
And Dan took a puff.
Jenny couldn't believe
He was smoking that stuff.

Now Dan was ready
To ride to the point
But only after he
Had smoked another joint.

They jumped in the car
For the moonlight ride,
Not thinking that he
Was too drunk to drive.

They finally made it
To the point at last,
And Dan started trying
To make a pass.

A pass is not what
Jenny wanted at all,
And by a pass, I don't mean
Playing football.

"My parents were right...
I am too young.
Boy, how could I ever,
Ever be so dumb."

With all of her might,
She pushed Dan away.
"Please take me home,
I don't want to stay!"

Dan cranked up the engine
And floored the gas.
In a matter of seconds,
They were going too fast.

As Dan drove on
In a fit of wild anger,
Jenny knew that
Her life was in danger.

She begged and pleaded
For him to slow down,
But he just got faster
As they neared the town.

"Just let me get home!
I'll confess that I lied.
I really went out
For a moonlight ride."

Then all the sudden,
She saw a big flash.
"Oh God, please help us!
We're going to crash!"

She doesn't remember
The force of impact,
Just that everything
All the sudden went black.

She felt someone remove her
From the twisted rubble,
And heard, "Call an ambulance!
These kids are in trouble!"

Voices she heard...
A few words at best,
But she knew there were two cars
Involved in the wreck.

Then wondered to herself
If Dan was all right,
And if the people
In the other car were alive.

She awoke in the hospital
To faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck,
And it looks pretty bad."

These voices echoed
Inside her head
As they gently told her
That Dan was dead.

They said "Jenny, we've done
All we can do,
But it looks as though
We'll lose you too."

"But the people in the other car!?"
Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny,
They also died."

Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me
For what I've done
I only wanted
To have one night of fun."

"Tell those people's family
I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return
Their loved ones to them.

Tell Mom and Dad
I'm sorry I lied
And that it's my fault
So many have died.

Oh nurse, won't you please
Tell them for me?"
The nurse just stood there.
She never agreed.

But she took Jenny's hand
With tears in her eyes,
And a few moments later,
Jenny died.

A man asked the nurse,
"Why didn't you do your best
To bid that girl
Her one last request?"

She looked at the man
With eyes so sad.
"Because the people in the other car
Were her mom and dad."

Loving Family



I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh, excuse me please," was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I just wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way, and we said good-bye.
But at home, a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me, very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,

"While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
But the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor;
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise;
You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

here's one i made.

Tragic Love Story

Sara went to her very first party last night,

and Steven was her date.

She had a glass of fruit punch,

and it was really great.

She started like it and Steven quite a lot,

so it was her temptations she had to fight.

It turns out that the whole bowl of fruit punch,

was completely spiked.

She had about three more,

and Steven had 13 shots.

He started liking Sarah,

very much a lot.

He took her by the hand,

and led her to a bedroom.

You don't want to know what happened,

so let's just let the time zoom.

The next day she was in his home,

on his living room couch.

She had no idea why,

no idea how.

If she sat up and leaned to the left,

she could see that in his room was a shelf.

There was many pictures,

and she felt like screaming out loud.

In each picture there was a blondey,

whereing pink skirts, tank tops, and in 1, singing him a song.

Inside Sara was screaming,

oh for goodness sake, dear god.

About 1 week later,

she started feeling sick.

so ran to her bathroom,

and leaned over her toilet.

She pueked over and over again,

and then she knew and forgot the rest.

She reached into her cabinet,

and got one of her mother's tests.

When she saw the results,

she was screaming inside.

Because on the test,

it has a plus sign.

Later on that night,

she saw him at a party, drunk, watching a game.

And right next to him,

that same blondey laid.

Sarah screamed,

"Because of you a baby will soon be here!"

Instantly after she said that,

she started drowning in fear.

He seemed to relize what was happening,

because he grabbed her, and boy did she plead.

He shoved her into a wall,

she saw glass and paintings fall.

Everybody was watching,

 she closed her eyes so she couldn't see.

She couldn't even take a single breath,

because he was choking her to death.

About 3 days later,

it was her funeral, and he was there.

He laid flowers on her dirt bed,

and gave the gravestone a long stare.

It said:

This beloved girl was choked to death,

by the boy she loved.

She had his baby in her at the time,

but now they're both above.

Sara only lived until 23,

all because her boyfriend got drunk.

That blondey came over,

took him by the hand and said "Come with me."

But Sara didn't care,

cause she was in God's arms, and in hers, her baby.

 

 

 

 


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