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Welcome to my Awkwardly Cool Profile

It's True

Can You?

Can you feel the temptation burning throughout your body?

Can you hear their blood, flowing throughout their body?

Can you feel yourself changing?

Can you feel something different?

October_Black has 8 friends.

Savisazombie	xXxDoNnEy_qUEST cREW is teh Best Crew_mRs RyAn cOnfErIdOxXx
EmoChickenStuff	Shadow Loves Her Kodi
ALICEisAWSOME	Scene_Kid
Twilight friek	Bella and Edward

NEW MOON

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My Perfect Life

Name		October Black
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Gender		Female
About Me		My name is October Black. I love the color black. Its peaceful, quiet. I love twilight because i can relate in my own special, scary ways. I like to TRY to make friends but im not your average human, if im human at all... im weird,and thats all.
Hobbies		reading, writing
Personal Interests		Danny
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Email		ugh@stalker.com
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Country		u.s.a

Last Updated		Friday, June 12, 2009

My Unordinary Blog

16-Jun-09 - I lied-please help
I dont know why people are so concerned with lying. It's not bad. is it ever right to tell someone no when you really mean yes? I dont think so. I lied yesterday to one of my closest friends. She bleived me and i let it go. but now i think im guilty though i dont belive i did anything wrong. Can somebody help me get over this bridge?

13-Jun-09 - Love
Everytime i close my eyes, i can see his face. When i try to concentrate on something else, his image burns through everything else. Suddenly the curiousity, burning throughout my body wins the war and falls into his atmoshpere of danger, temptation, and regret.

12-Jun-09 -
Sometimes i dont know who i am. Im a stranger to myself. I feel like this isnt who i am. I'm supposed to be rich or famous or popular or just well know. But thats not who i am. I wish it was but i have no control over the plans that are put out in front of me. No matter what path i choose something bad will always be waiting silently at the end. And when i reach it, it could be life...or death.

My weird pictures

I dont bite, go ahead, comment


Rachel Marie_Wake Up In Thee Mornin Feelin Like P Diddy_Jacob Black Is Meh Forevaa	i likee yourr profilee, cann yaa plzz add mee? :)	28-Nov-09

xXxDoNnEy_qUEST cREW is teh Best Crew_mRs RyAn cOnfErIdOxXx	so wuts up?	18-Jun-09

October_Black	oh alright.	16-Jun-09

Scene_Kid	hey it's ALICeisAWSOME. well i have a new profile. it's So_AlexadraxX so i added you.	16-Jun-09

Hes better_my Spin is all better_hes going to live_x3	ohz. well...cool. i used to be goth...when i was in fifth grade. but i got out of thst stage when i went to a midnight madness party. u should go to one! youll love it	15-Jun-09

October_Black	No but its the closest i can get to me. I'm not that pale, tall and my hair is a little bit shorter. but its a close resemblence	14-Jun-09

Hes better_my Spin is all better_hes going to live_x3	Hey. I like the pro...very...black. Thats one of my fav colors... Anywayz...add me back plez! And btw...I love the default. That girl is so pretty...is it you?	13-Jun-09

October_Black	thankyou.	13-Jun-09

Anonymous	hay October! I added ya!	13-Jun-09

xXxDoNnEy_qUEST cREW is teh Best Crew_mRs RyAn cOnfErIdOxXx	thx. plzzzz read my story too! and i also never get a tan, and i wear black a lot. but im definetley dont run fast, have super strength, have gold eyes or sparkle. thatd just be weird!	12-Jun-09

Savisazombie	I added you please add me back	12-Jun-09

October_Black	well, i dont know what else to tell you. sorry but im telling you what i have experienced. Some things Jocelyn has gone through, i havent. Such as the eyes thing. I've never heard anything like that. I mean, i've looked up vampire and they dont seem to exist anymore.	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	Thanks, guys.This is...the hardest and worst thing that has ever happened to me. Love, Jocelyn<3	12-Jun-09

ALICEisAWSOME	so, i really want to know more about your "feeling" i really want to know whats going on with jocelyn.	12-Jun-09

October_Black	its a coincidence or however you spell it. yeah, i will add you	12-Jun-09

xXxDoNnEy_qUEST cREW is teh Best Crew_mRs RyAn cOnfErIdOxXx	btw, nice comment title, and i love ur goth icon!!!! its so true!!!!!	12-Jun-09

xXxDoNnEy_qUEST cREW is teh Best Crew_mRs RyAn cOnfErIdOxXx	omg! ur the girl in shadow/jocelyns story! or maybe its just a quonicende or howeva u spell it. and ur not weird! IM weird, lolz. i added u, so add me back!	12-Jun-09

October_Black	its okay. ive learned to deal with mine. but we are different. i hate the taste of blood. and i never get tan. but so far for the 2 years i felt this urge and temptation there has been NO pain. but we are different jocelyn. i dont want to get your hopes up and something terrible happens.	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	Oh wow!I have no idea what's happeing to me, but I'm starting to feel really dizzy....I've always wanted to bite people and I like blood, the tatse is great!But this?Now?I HAVE A TAN, FOR THE DEVIL'S SAKE!!AND I JUST CHECKED IN THE MIRROR, AND I STILL HAVE A TAN!I DONT LOOK DIFFERENT AT ALL!Gosh....sorry for yelling like that... Love, Jocelyn<3	12-Jun-09

October_Black	well. i've never really told anyone but i feel attrated to blood, like i can hear it pulsing through their vains and it drives me insane. and im scared. thats why i keep to myself. afraid that one day something bad is gonna happen.	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	She's right.I saw taht something bad happened to my Gram and the nest day she checked into the hospital w/ the breathing probs!But I don't think I'm a vamp because I have a tan and I don't sparkle or anything and I'm FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW!Oh my blood, my heart's beating in my ears! Love, Jocelyn<3	12-Jun-09

ALICEisAWSOME	oh i can explain that. she thinks she can see the future. i know, its cool but she doesnt want to belive that shes a vampire! October, what do you think about this?	12-Jun-09

October_Black	oh. alright. ps: why do you feel odd today? just asking. you dont have to tell	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	Yeah, I guess I know what you mean,heh.And thanks, I'm really glad you like it!I aim to please,haha.Oh my blood, to I feel odd today... Love, Jocelyn<3 P.S. You should definitely put your story up.I'm sure your a great writer.The wierder, the better,o_0.	12-Jun-09

October_Black	oh i just finished reading it. its really good. i wish i could write like you. im still debating on wether or not i should put my story up on my profile.	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	Yes, of course!But...I'm sorry...I just get these weird feelings sometimes...Anyways, do you want to read that story?The one where that I told you about?It's at the bottom of my profile, the one labeled,'Tears of Blood'. Love, Jocelyn<3	12-Jun-09

October_Black	oh wow!!!!! thats crazy but i know you might think im lieing but thats actually my real name. October Lona Black. Since i was born on halloween which my mother hates, she named me october. When my mom divorced my dad, she took back her old last name Black. That's really weird though. Oh and your friend was really nice. I guess there are nice people in the world. OB	12-Jun-09

Shadow Loves Her Kodi	OK, I'm sorry but...uh....I wrote a story and the girl in my story her name is October Black and my friend, Sydney(the one who commented on here)I gave her the nickname October Black.Heh heh, that's really coincidential!By the way, I don't think you're wierd.To me, your pretty normal.Maybe that's because I'm really crazy and all but that's what I think.I added you, too. Love, Jocelyn<3 P.S. When I nicknamed Sydney October Black I nicknamed myself Shadow Dead.Just thought you should know,>.<.	12-Jun-09

October_Black	oh...thank you	12-Jun-09

ALICEisAWSOME	It's okay, you dont need to shy. Everyone around here is really cool so it should be fun.	12-Jun-09

October_Black	I might be weird and you might think im crazy but im in desperate need of someone who will exept me for who i am and that could be you so go ahead and comment. OB	12-Jun-09